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VHs have played for: 100 Days

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For 100 days, complete strangers network to play as Virtual Housemates (VHs) and to form a small community online. BigBad Kuya (BBK) monitors VHs' activities, online journals, Friendster accounts, blogs, personal websites etc. VHs and BBK communicate mainly through the Internet. All information and matters discussed during the game can be used in the game. Posted in this blog, the game's Virtual House (vHouse) are VHs' activities. Anyone can visit vHouse/read PBBFG blog. Readers/visitors may leave comments on the VHs and on the game however VHs cannot reply on them, discuss the issues among themselves or justify their actions in the blog. The nomination process evicts people from the vHouse.

Big Winner - Runner Up - Quit - Evictee

Paolo's Final Words

I Believe I Can Fly-Katharine McPhee

Wow...i didn't expect to win PBBFG2...hehe ang sarap nmn ng feeling parang ung mga mabigat na dinadala ko eh nawala lahat...as i remember 100th day ng pbbfg1...sbi skin ni Mica na sumali daw ako...and she gave me BBK's friendster tpos un..in-add ko at nag-msg ako na gusto ko sumali..try lng...wala nmn mawawala...so yun...matagal bago ngparamdam si BBK and un kasali daw ako sa PBBFG2...YEHEY!!! hehe...ano kaya mngyayari...ano kaya?...may mga makakaaway kya ako?...or magkakaroon ng maraming friends...and yes! nangyari pareho...hehe...first i checked out the profiles ng mga co-VHs ko...then ung mga pwedeng i-add in-add ko na agad...ung mga hindi ko alam ang e-mail address...aun...cyempre ndi ko in-add...aun...as days passed...we have some fun activities and have some ups and downs...ako marami ngyari sa pag-stay ko sa Virtual House...first i learned how to post sa blog na lagi...ndi na ung paminsan minsan lng...pero lately i have been busy sa school...but i still have posts kung may spare time...i have met friends from the first season of PBBFG...si Mica friend ko na matagal na...I met..Neil TG who i find really cool..and sobrang bait...then there is Jomar...makulit and masarap kausap hehe...lagi cyang bored ang alam ko..hehe and he is very smart and funny...then i participated in activities...and tasks...favorite ko ung Picture Task...mahilig ako sa pictures eh...hehehe...and some of my co-VHs have no idea how to do it..and I gladly helped them and it turned out na nagustuhan nila ung ginawa ko...meron din mga issue na ngyari habang nsa game ako...first ung "Remcyl-Mica-Paolo connection issue"...na magkakakilala daw kami...hhmm..yep..oo magkakilala kmi ni Mica...but i didn't know Remcyl prior to this game..and cyempre ung mga issue na ganyan hindi pinapatulan kung alam mo namang hindi 22o...and i swear hindi ko tlga kilala si Remcyl noon...kami ni Mica close friends kmi...matagal na...the next issue ung nakakatawa "Gay Issue"... :)) (started by ian and he is the only one who believed) HAHAHAHAA!!!! nakakatawa tlga hehe...tpos as i remember tinanong din nya un sa last question HAHAHA!!! just look for my answer...HAHAHHAHAH!!! nakakatawa tlga cya...hehe...as i said..bkit mo papatulan kung hindi nmn 22o...hehe...so un issues are over...meron din masasaya na ngyari...may mga activities...may mga questions din na minsan mahirap sagutan...but ang mahirap sa lahat ang voting out...or who I am going to evict...ayoko sa lahat ng ganun...sana wala na lng ganun...pero sbi ng marami its just a game...and now...nakasurvive ako hehe naging ako pa ung winner...hindi ko tlga inexpect..nakakagulat...not to mention sa dami ng naging penalty ko...sa dami ng points na dapat nasaakin eh nawala dahil sinave ako ng mga co-VHs ko...and i thank all of these to them:

Heidz-hi heidz! ayan si heidz ayaw patawag na ate...hehe...i know she is really hardworking and really really dedicated to her job...mahilig gumimmick...madaming napuntahan yan lagi kasama ang friends nya...sana sometime eh kmi ng co-VHs mo ang isama mo ha?...hehe...cyempre libre mo...hehe joke!!! thanks heidz!!! ingat ka palagi!!!! stay the same and chat ka pa rin ha?...hindi ako mag bbye kc i know this is not the end of our friendship!!! halabshu!!! (^-^)

Ate Rhea-hello ate rhea!!! miss na kita...matagal ka ng hindi nag-oonline...kmusta na ang pag-aaral mo...i know you will be successful kasi masipag ka (hindi tulad ko) and you are really a good person...hope to talk to you soon!!! from your Paopao, bunso, cutie pie and sweetie pie...a lot of names hehe only given to me by my ate rhea...hehe thanks for that ;) halabshu!!!! (^-^)

Kuya Ian-so what happened na? pinagdidiinan mo pa rin ba??basta alam mo na kung ano un...and the answer is no!...pero its your opinion and i value your opinion hehe...at least napapansin mo ako...haha and i saw sa friendster mo na nndun ung ginawa ko na picture para sau...thanks for putting it there...I am very proud...hehe ingatz! kuya ian!!! (^-^)

Rowen-hi kopee!!!! hehe musta k n...matagal ka na din hindi online!!!...ano na ngyari sau??...heheh musta nmn pag-aaral mo..hope your doing ok...mag-cocollege na tau pareho..may school knb??? good luck sa mangyayari sa future mo...i know you will do well cause you are smart..ingatz lagi!!! (^-^)

Bro Dyl-bro!!!! wassup!!!??!!? hehe...musta ka na??? musta na si leeh mo??...ano na pinagkakaabalahan mo?? madami ba tanong...hehe ganyan eh makulit ako dba sbi mo?...hehe...pero at least i got another brother na hindi nakakainis ktulad ng kapatid ko hehehe...and i am glad you treated me like your brother...and i treated you as mine as well..salamat sa lahat!!! ingatz lng lagi...and always love your leeh!!! (^-^)

Ate Janette-hi ate janette...ur lucky me here...hehe!!!lucky me ang tawag nya skin dahil batang lucky me daw ako HAHAHAHA!!! i got a lot of names since i joined this game and to tell you the truth i like all of them...ate janette...you acted as my mother here sa game and i am really happy dahil nakilala kita...and I am proud na ang tawag mo saakin eh lucky me!...hehe..anyways...ingatz ka lagi!!! halabshu!!! (^-^)

Adrian-helloe Adrian!!! hehe musta na...hindi n kita nakausap...musta na si Sunshine mo?? hehe kmusta mo ako sknya...hehe...e2 si Adrian...hmm...ay masaya yan kachat...kc one time...na-CCR ako nun...sbi ko sknya "brb"...tpos tinanong nya skin kung ano ung brb...hehe natawa ako pero i understand hindi cya mahilig sa chat and i am proud na ako nagturo sknya nun ;) hehe...and wow!!! this guy has a band and i love their song Free...astig!!! ingatz lagi Adrian!!!! good luck to the sunshine of your life :) (^-^)

Marge-ang aking little sister...musta ka na!!!...hehe e2 lagi ko to nakakachat...ganda ng friendster profiles nyan...very creative at adik kay Hello Kitty hehe...tsaka alam ko miss na nya ung Bora...hehe...ako Pilipinas miss ko na...I am happy na ngkaroon ako ng bagong little sister and don't hesitate to ask for help if you need anything or if you have problems...sana mgkita tau soon!!! ingatz halabshu!!! (^-^)

Remcyl-hello hello!!!!! remcyl!!! miss na kita...ayos na b ung modem nyo?...ndi na ba expired ung anti-virus nyo...hehe...e2 si rem kung mag-internet lagi mabilisan..pero dun sa lagi na un eh naging ka-close ko cya..at naging maayos nmn ang mga ngyari...khit na may issue na magkakilala daw kami noon pa!!! and to the point na may matatangal saaming isa... :) pero at least nalagpasan nmin un at cyempre...ngaun namimiss ko nmn si Remcyl mismo..saan ka na ba???...ingatz ka lagi!!!! (^-^)

Ate Idol-ate idol!!!! waaahhh!!!...hehe i miss you na...marami na tau napagdaanan and i thank you for being my big sister...and thanks for treating me as you little brother...I am really proud na ate kita and idol pa! ;) how good is that?...hehe basta as always!!! you will be my ate forever and ever and cyempre my idol...and my future co-nurse..ndi ko alam ung tawag mo collage ba un?? :)) hahahahaa!!!! basta I love you! i love you!!! i love you!!!! i love you!!! ingatz ka lagi...goodluck sainyo ni kuya idol...hehe...I am really really proud to be considered as a brother of my idol...ingatz lagi ha!!!! iloveyou one more timE!!!!! (^-^)

Ate JenJen-hello ate jenjen...e2 si ate jenjen...may tawag din yan skin...Miguelito... :)) hehehe...una parang panget pero nasanay na rin ako at pumayag na rin...ate jenjen became my bestfriend here sa loob ng virtual house and wow!!! she has really done a lot of things for me...she protected me from someone and i know that is from the heart i really thank you for that...masayang masaya ako dahil nakilala kita...you really have a space in my heart as always!!! sana maging successful ka sa lahat ng ggwin mo and i love you very much!!! ingats lagi!!!! (^-^)

Ate Maristel-si ate mats!!!! hi ate mats!!! sorry ndi na kita naabutan sa ym...sorry ndi ako nakakareply sau...sorry kung minsan kala mo ignore kita...to tell you the truth hindi...i really like all the quotes and msgs you sent to me everyday!...you have became a part of my heart too..actually lahat kau...but your part is bigger hehe ;) i miss you na ate mats...sobrang sobrang nagulat ako i thought you will win...nakakagulat tlga...bsta...friends forever!!!! halabshu!!!! i love you!!!! sana we could talk real soon..I am glad na addict ka na din sa American Idol dahil saakin hehe...anyways kakanuod ko lng and pasok si Katharine McPhee sa TOP2 hehe YEHEY!!! hehe...i love you ate mats!!! (^-^)

Lastly as i sit here typing and eating Ferrero Rocher...I am thanking BBK for accepting me in this game and for the penalties...hehe I have learned my lesson...for the friends you gave me and for the game that gave me excitement everytime i go online...thanks tlga...ingat lagi BBK mamimiss ko ung Virtual house!!!

and now...what more can I say...I can't wait for Season 3 and I love to meet the new VHs who will compete...and I am really looking forward on meeting them...Pinoy Big Brothe Fantasy Game is really really a masterpiece..magaling ang gumawa si BBK... (^-^)...now for my last post mamimiss ko kau lahat!!! ingat kau lahat palagi!!!! ilove you all!!!!

still the same,
Paolo Miguel (^-^)

Maristel's Final Words

I was never aware on how to play virtual games... Never had any idea on the "HOW TO'S" of the game... But like what I said, I never thought or imagine myself being a virtual housemate... And with regards on my FINAL MESSAGE for my co-BIG4... We'all soon leave BBK's Virtual House...

The first day was a bit shaky, coz in my mind - there's this though that no one might like me... No one might want me to be their friend... I have things playing in mind like:

* How am I going to do this thing?
* How am I going to start a conversation with each of my co Virtual Housemate?
* What if di nila ako feel?
* What if they get intimidated by my looks?
* Will they like me ba? Who among the 11 Virtual Housemates kaya ang una ko magiging ka-close?

A lot of questions played in my mind... There are also different things that I consider mind boggling... Coz I really don't know how to play this game virtually. I don't even know how I'm going to establish a rapport with my co-virtual housemates... If there were some things I won't forget in this game, it will be:

* Receiving a Friendster message from Paolo (when at that time, I know, I'm not a housemate yet) dated February 02, 2k6

hello maristel this paolo miguel ur
co-virtualhousemate...ndi ku alam unge-mail add muahehhehe..add mu aku sa
friendster mu okieh???thanks abunch!!!paololovebritney@yahoo.compaolomiguelmata@yahoo.com(^-^)

* And then receiving a Freindster message from Neil TG last February 06, 2k6

hi maristel! =P season 2 has began... i wish u all the best,
and keep the flamegoing til the hundred days are over... it's more on the test
ofpatience,interpersonal relations, and most of all your purpose for being
there...kudos...btw i' neil tg---> season 1 big winner ( this is the lamest
intro onmyself ever...hehehe).sincerely,neil tg

ps...this maybe the second message,my apologies... the first time
i sent messages to season 2 peeps seemed to fail asmy isp slowed down... i just
don't want to miss out on u people...

* When BBK asked me about my first impressions for my fellow virtual housemates... That time, I was not so in the mood to read all the infos from my fellow virtual housemate for some of it was very long... But still I managed to submit my first impressions... One of the first impressions that I was really wrong was when I told BBK that Jen, is kindda hard to reach on... But what happened was, we became the best of friends... Same as with Remcyl, Marge, Pao...

* Later on, I felt that I was having a conflict with time with Kath and Janette but not for so long, we were given the chance to get to know each other well, and we became close friends too...

* Another one was when Jen-Jen and Rems decided to quit the game and BBK decided to put on track our 2 Ex-virtual housemates and that's Ian and Heidee... :) Ian and I have been in some ways been close to. We do talk a lot about different stuffs... That we both love fashion and we have a lot in common too... When he was returned to the house all the gaps that aroused from the week before he got evicted vanished away and that's when we both become open to each other... It was never hard to reach out on him... Same with Heidee who we both discovered that we both voted out each other on the first nomination and also for the same reason... But when she was back on the game, there were a lot of stuffs that we both love to do pala... Just have to say that the 2nd time's always the best...

* When Adrian entered the virtual house and I never had a rough time being friends with him. Coz the first time we texted each other... There was no hesitation... I love this kid and I will forever cherish the things that we shared...

Anyway, the long awaited final message before the summer ends, this is it!!!

First and foremost... I NEVER REGRET A SINGLE THING being in this virtual game... There may be times that I felt so pressured, but this is a GAME right? We just have to play it right... Being in this game, I felt like I was back as a kid, doing her homework and seatworks... Like the Game Ka Na Ba Immunity Challenge... There was this instance that all the knowledge I had was slowly coming back in mind, in memory. For me, this isn't just a game. THIS GAME is some sort of LIFE for me... I believe that "WE HAVE ONLY ONE LIFE TO LIVE... SO MAKE THE MOST OUT OF IT... AS IF THERE'S NO TOMORROW" That's how I played the game... Ever activity, tasks and deeds here will be forever cherished by me. This isn't just a simple game but it has also been a LEARNING stage for me. For I was able to establish a great rapport with my fellow virtual housemates. I know for a fact that there were a lot of questions playing in my mind before this game has started. But as we were fast approaching the 100th day, I've learned a lot of things. I've discovered a lot of stuffs. I get to know almost all of them not just because of GAME's SAKE, but I KNEW EACH and EVERYONE on this GAME BY HEART...

I'm just as lucky as PAOLO who was the BIG WINNER... I may be hypocrite if I'll say that I didn't expect myself to win... Of course, there's this small pinch in me that "I hope, I win the game" But that's life, right... Paolo and I have been good friends in this game. We're bothe PAJEMAREMAnians... So for whatever reasons, I know and I understand and I do believe that PAOLO deserved the title...

>>>>> PAOLO, pao-pao... my little (but huge) brother... Thanks for all the memories... Thanks so much for the efforts... I will forever keep you in heart. You've always been good and I know you deserve to have everything... For any things that causes you troubles lately... Just lift your head up, there's GOD to hear all of your problems and don't forget to look down,,, ATE MATS is always there for you... We may be miles across each other but I know that through words and prayers we'll reach each other no matter what... I can't promise that I'll be online just like before, but this I say to you... I'm just a text away... I'm just around... Don't hesitate to lean on me. For whatever troubles you, entrust everything to GOD first (di ka pa niya itsitsismis) then call on me... Makikinig lang ako... pao, thanks for being a part of my life... I will never ever forget PBBFG2 for in this game I met and knew a lot of wonderful people... I love you Pao...

>>>>> KATHRYN, kath... ang IDOL ng BAYAN... Thanks for the times and moments that I may say (maybe few) but has always been a treasure for me... We may never talk, chat or text constantly but I do believe that for what it is... I'll be a friend no matter what... This game has ran for almost 102 days - we may never ran into each other everytime sa YM... We may have a very few and little time to talk a lot of things and stuffs... BUT YOU GOT A FRIEND IN ME...

>>>>> ADRIAN, wow! What can I say... I've loved this kid eversince his first day at the Virtual House... He was never hesitant to open up himself to me. He never got tired texting me and likewise... I know you thought that I might get the slot as a Big Winner. You once told me, na nasayang yung boto... But like what I said... Yeah, I was hurt a little, but I never lose anyway... WIN or LOSE - I know at heart WINNER pa din ako, coz I GOT YOU guys... I was once a passerby but I'll never regret passing this way, for once in my life, in this journey I get to know you and that will always be a great prize for me. Di lang basta MEDAL or TROPHY... It's a human reward... Just what I was looking for all my life. You may be young, we have a huge age gap, but I'll forever keep you in my heart for you're a friend I know will never put me aside... Adrian, Halong gid... Good luck in all your endeavors...

>>>>> HEIDEE, heidz.. What now? One thing I won't forget... During our first Nomination... We voted each other out... BBK, put you back in the game - and that's were I get to know you more. We have a lot of things in common. Ika nga ng mga bata, "CLICK"... That's what we are! Ito lang, I hope, we'll have the love of our life soon... Di ba? It's our turn naman siguro... Don't worry, I'll let you know kapag mayroon na...

>>>>> IAN, ang walang kakupas-kupas na tagapagpadagdag ng kulay sa loob ng virtual house ni BBK... I will never forget you! I swear! There has been a few misunderstandings between US, pero... that made us CLOSE to each other more... I know and I read sa SHOUTBOX that you Go for Maristel for the Big WIN... Di man ako ang Big Winner, having the chance to know a very vocal and straight-forward person like you was such a BLAST! Basta, where you are, halong gid... Hahaha!!!

>>>>> JANETTE, I know there were just a few times and hours that we chatted... Pero since textmates na din tayo ngayon... Thanks for all the inspiring words you sent me... You know what, sinesave ko pa yun ngayon... Like Marge, you didn't forget my birthday... Remember you text last MAY 18? Yung,

"Ang laki din pala ng money klangan nyo,d ble ol
things r possible w/God,His grace is sufficient 2 r nids,don't wori,ayl let r
community 2 pray 4 d baby,ano nga pla name nya?Wla aq kc ibng mai22long kundi
prayers..Nga pla nkapunta kn b sa caleruega? Sa tgaytay? Ganda kc don,prang ur
already touching heven,sobrang solemn..Try mo dun magcmba sa bday mo."

To tell you frankly, what popped in my mind was, sana nakilala pa kita ng mas mahaba pa... You know what when I was reading the last part of your message, (believe it or not) tumulo talaga luha ko... Janette, you made me cry sa text mo... All this time I was looking for anyone or anybody that I can talk to and that exact day, you were there texting me... Sobrang I felt so inspired... Thank you so much...

>>>>> MARGE, my li'l sister in the house... You were there for me everytime. I remember our first chats, sabi mo you don't know how to converse or start a conversation with me kasi malaki ang age gap natin... THAT's awfully true... But of course that proved one thing... IT DOESN'T MATTER how many years you were younger or how many years I am older... The important thing is, we became CLOSE FRIENDS and most of all, we've been through with each other through thicks and thins... Through the RISE and FALL... The GOOD and the BAD times... Words aren't enough to thank such a pretty and lovable girl like you. I remember - I promised you, Jen and Jejo na if I win the game EB tayo, I'll treat you sa Starbucks kasi magbebirthday na din ako... Well, di nga ako ang BIG WINNER pero eto lang... Manalo matalo, tuloy yun, pero siguro after my birthday... I know - you know a lot of things are troubling me now... You're one the few persons I talked to about what's going on with my life... I know you do understand my side... Basta Marge, you will always be the little sister that I never had... Hope you won't change... Stay sweet and pretty... kiwotsukete! aishiteru! achie's always here for you...

>>>>> ROWEN, kopee... We've had so plenty of communications at the Virtual House... Pero, I know kasama ka din sa kumumpleto sa virtual housemates and sure you are a part of my life na din... Congrats for making it sa U.P. Stay safe and God Bless!

>>>>> RHEA, twice lang siguro tayo nagkaroon ng time makapagchat, well, for those times THANK YOU! I know soon, your dreams will come true... Just AIM HIGH...

>>>>> DYLAN, dyl... ang hearthrob ng bahay ni BBK... Ang Mark Herras sa virtual house... Keep your hottie on the loose type... Win Deeh always... Special friends lang kayo... Pero tip lang... Kung kayo na, court her everyday... I know that you see her as "The most precious possession a person could ever have... And that you're so lucky to have her in your life..." Make everydat as if there's no tomorrow... I know and I feel that you really do love her... I just hope that all guys are like you... Like what you always say.... GODSMACK!!! Stay safe...

>>>>> REMCYL, rems... My ever faithful and fighter friend!!! If there are a few person I trust my life with in this house... IT's ALWAYS BEEN YOU and JEN... For all the times that we spent chatting, GOD! I don't know how to thank you for it... For the times that I was so down and still you manage how to make me smile and cheer up... You may not see how you made wonders in me but I know for myself that YOU'VE ALWAYS been the FRIEND I'm wishing to have forever... I will forever keep in heart the times that we both had LUCKY ME PANCIT CANTON and coffee sessions at YM... The last time that we chatted, THANKS for that! I badly needed that, that time... You really are the type of friend that I will forever keep inside my heart... You know the ways to make me happy and jolly... I love you Rems...

>>>>> JEN-JEN... my ever true good to be true friend! Nung umpisa talaga, tingin ko sa'yo di kita makakasundo... But that impression taught me the first impressions never really last... Coz YOU proved that wrong... We've been through the game for all the time... And for that Jen, I wanna thank you from the bottom of my heart. I recall our last texts... I once told you that I thought of quitting 3 days before the finals... You know why, a lot of bitter things happened... That i really don't know how to deal with it anymore... I know, that there's this part of you, na hindi ka maniniwala dun. But it's very true! But if there's one virtual housemate who taught me everything and on how to fight this game IT WAS YOU and I will be forever thankful for that! For the crazy things we shared along the way... Words are not enough for me to appreciate that... You've been a TRUE FRIEND, REAL FRIEND, a HOUSEMATE and a SISTER all in one... In one package... You've been so helpful along the way, you never kept me out of sight. You've been my confidante and my mentor! With you I feel so safe sa virtual game and for that Jen, thank you is not enough... If in some way, I hurt you or nagtampo ka, sorry for that... But this I swear, I will keep you forever as long as I am living... Hope you will still help me keep on going with my life... Kahit tapos na PBBFG Season 2... Jen, thanks and I love you... I know we'll see each other soon...

>>>>> BBK, ang misteryosong Big Bad Kuya!!! Thanks for the experience and thanks for trusting me sa lahat ng bagay sa virtual house... I owe you a lot in this game... Without you, I wouldn't be able to know a wonderful people sa katauhan ng mga co-vrtual housemates ko... Thanks a lot for all the time that you spent chatting with me... And most of all for teaching me this blog thing! I will miss you BBK... I will miss PBBFG... This virtual game will be a SEAL in my heart...

This is Maristel Ocampo, PBBFG Season 2 Runner up, signing off... Am out... Peace out! CHEERS!!!

Paolo of QC/California is PBBFG2 Big Winner;
Maristel of Manila is the Runner Up


One hundred days, 13 virtual housemates, 6 voluntary exits and finally, one Big Winner, Paolo Miguel, the 17-year-old California-based American Idol and Britney Spears fanatic. Paolo Miguel became PBBFG 2 Big Winner after receiving the lowest points in the Final Vote. Maristel, the 26-year-old-going-27 entrepreneur from Manila, became the Runner Up. The virtual housemate who failed to cast his final vote was Adrian.

Summary of Points:
PAOLO -4 points (-2 pts. from Kathryn and Maristel)
MARISTEL -1 point (-2 pts. from Paolo and +1 pt. from Kathryn)
KATHRYN +2 points (+1 pt. from Maristel and Paolo)
ADRIAN +6 points (+2 pts. from Kathryn, Maristel and Paolo)

The Final Vote

Maristel:
2 pts to evict - ADRIAN. We have this special connection (i know)... but he's been too busy these days, not that baka wala syang time sa game... but i know despite his busy days - HE DID his best...
1 pt. to evict - KATHRYN. In this game, i was a little intimidated with her looks... with what she achieved in her life... being a nurse and finding the one person meant for her... but i know hectic sya, TOXIC ang work nia... i know it's not enough reason kc ilang days na lang naman... FRIENDS kami and having her as a friend is a priviledge for me, kea lang i have no choice na din po kc...
1 pts to save - PAOLO kc love ko cya.

Kathryn:
2 pts. to evict - ADRIAN. he's the newest vh, therefore the one with the least experience of everything that happened in th vhay. nothingpersonal, dude. you're playing quite well in the game.
1 pt. to evict - MARISTEL. she's very safe and i also think that she deserves to be one of the top two vhs so one pt lang for ate mats. =)
2 pts. to save - PAOLO. he's very deserving to be on the top two slots. a fair player. walang tinapakang co-vhs.

Paolo:
2 pts. to evict - ADRIAN. hmmm...adrian cguro...no personal reason... its obvious cya ung hindi ko macyado nakakausap pero i like him i think he is cool ;) and good luck saung Sunshine ;)
1 pt. to evict - KATHRYN. cyempre my 1 point definitely goes to ate kathryn...or my ate idol.. ayaw ko man gawin wala ako magagawa... hehe
2 pts to save - MARISTEL. I am saving ate maristel.... of course i want her to be the BIG WINNER... she really deserves to be the BIG WINNER...she always has updates... never fails to communicate with us... and kahit sobrang busy and kahit sobrang maraming problem... she still has her smiling face and a very pleasing personality...i love her..and GOODLUCK!!!! :)

Adrian:
2 pts. to evict - PAOLO. kasi di na kami ngacomunicate lately. Idol ko pa rin cya tho... Lots a common interests
1 pt. to evict - KATHRYN. coz di tlga kami close... although I'm so thankful for her advices na really helped me. Thanks so much ate...
2 pts. to save - MARISTEL. kasi she deserves it naman... from way before i was in this game pa. And she makes mefeel comfortable talaga with the game. I know some may think i dont deserve this but having her around makes me think twice.

* Points assigned by one Big Four didn't count

Kathryn's Final Words

BBK, I'd just like to thank you for giving me the opportunity to know such beautiful people thru your interactive game. 'Twas my first time and I definitely enjoyed it.

Honestly, there've been times when I felt "burdened" having to update with the site almost everday. Add that to the neverending "panunuligsa" ni Ian sa "inactivity" ko. Whew! Ian, I've gotta say, you're one heck of a player! God bless this dude. I wonder where he gets all the negative energy to keep up being the villain in the VHouse... Hmm...

Anyway, basta, I really had a great time and I owe it a lot to you, Big Bro. And ofcourse to my fellow VHs. Thanks for the friendship, PAO, MATS, ATE JANETTE, REMCYL, and JEN-JEN... Thanks also for being soo nice to me, HEIDZ, DYLAN, MARGE, and ADRIAN. I'll never forget these guys. I'll keep you pips posted about my wedding. I'm having my fingers crossed na matuloy this December. Dami kasing kailangang asikasuhin e.

I'd also wanna apologize for the times I wasn't able to actively participate sa VHouse activities. No valid reason. That's why I thought many of my co-VHs deserve to stay longer in the VHouse than I did.

And sorry din BBK for being the season's "penalty queen". Payce! =) Nakunsumi ka ba nang husto? Hehe...

Goodluck sa Season 3 VHs. And more power to you, BBK! Basta remember what I always tell you: BELIEVE IN YOURSELF.

Adrian's Final Words

Hehehe, 1st of all, I'd like to thank bbk for Invitingme to pariticipate in this amazing game. Although Iwas barely there for my VHs, I'm thankful theysomehow became a part of my life. 50 days in thevHouse sure was fun. Actually, being in the big 4was way enough for me. Aware kasi ako na di akonkabond with my VHs like how they have witheach other. As much as possible, I was justcomplying na lang with bbk's task and notinteracting with them which is really not the pointof this whole game. Anyways, I tried my bestnaman and I never gave up. It's just that I reallyhad other things to prioritize. I know, marami angnagsasabi na di ako deserving maging big 4 butjust being present till the end is enough to say thatin a way, I still deserve being here: by chance, orby virtue. So, I hope you co Vhs still text me orchat with me whenever our virtual life meets!Peace Out.

Adrian and Kathryn are simultaneously evicted

Adrian, the 19-year old nursing student from Cebu City, and Kathryn, the 23-year-old registered nurse from Marikina City, got the highest and second highest points (to be revealed), respectively, among the Big Four and became the 6th and 7th Evictees of PBBFG2.


Final Vote Results:
Big Four #1: to evict - ADRIAN (+2 pts), KATHRYN (+1 pt.)
and to save - PAOLO (-2 pts.)
Big Four #2: to evict - ADRIAN (+2 pts), MARISTEL (+1 pt.)
and to save - PAOLO (-2 pts.)
Big Four #3: to evict - ADRIAN (+2 pts), KATHRYN (+1 pt.)
and to save - MARISTEL (-2 pts.)
Big Four #4: to evict - PAOLO (+2 pts), KATHRYN (+1 pt.)
and to save - MARISTEL (-2 pts.)

One VH failed to cast his/her votes on time. To evict and to save points he/she assigned did not count.

Who shall get the title and the rights to brag he/she is "Pinoy BigBrother Fantasy Game Season 2 Big Winner"?

DAY NINETY-NINE
Final vote: Who's gonna be PBBFG2 Big Winner?

BigFour will choose 2 vhs (assign +2 points and +1 point) for eviction and 1 to stay (-2 points) in the vhouse and explain their votes. Two VHs who receive the highest points are evicted. Second lowest pointer and lowest pointer is declared PBBFG2 runner up and PBBFG 2 BigWinner, respectively.

Update: 1 VH failed to cast his/her final vote

DAY NINETY-EIGHT
BigFour answer questions from co-BigFour and some ex-vhs

A D R I A N

From your co-Big Four>
Kathryn: Given the chance to quit nursing, would you? And if ever you would, what will be the path you'd pursue?
Adrian: Yes, I would take up that scholarship offered to me by the International Academy Of Film And Television to me. Big regret ko tlaga yun na di ko pinursue kasi yun talaga ang hilig ko eh. Masunuring bata ako to my parents. :-(
Maristel: What would be the greatest dream that you want to achieve right now?
A: To be a succesful music producer. I want to conquer! hehehe
Paolo: Do you have plans of living in Manila?
A: Maybe. But still, I'd rather live here in Cebu. I'm much more comfortable here.

From ex-vhs (first three ex-vhs to ask)>
Heidee: Papatol ka ba sa bading?
A: Hindi. Sorry.
Ian: Boxers or briefs? or thongs?
A: Boxers gamit ko ngayon. I haven't tried wearing thongs tho'
Jen-Jen: Whats your style in courting a girl?? And how can you say that you like or already inlove with her?? do you ask for a signs??
A: I make my feelings obvious. I actually can't explain how, as long as natatamaan ako. Signs? YES


KATHRYN

From your co-Big Four>
Adrian: Do you think I will become a successfulnurse if although i get good grades, I never reallyliked the course because it is so out of my interest?
Kathryn: it depends on how you define success. if one thinks that it's primarily about money and fame, then i'd say it's really possible for you to achieve that. but if one will think of it as having a healthy career path, "fulfilling", and if it is giving you a good and positive outlook in life, then i guess it's something that's not easily satisfied if in the first place you're heart is not 'that' into your present field. even those people who've chosen nursing to be their career path somethimes do feel "burned out", how much more those who wanted something else. but ofcourse, you should help yourself discover what's the reason why God has chosen you to pursue nursing. try to like what you're doing. because i think being HAPPY and INLOVE (with whatever it is that you're doing) is more important than just being SUCCESSFUL.
Maristel: What's the best thing you'll ever dofor a friend and why? Are you willing to do anythingfor your friend?
K: hmm... napaisip ako dun mats a... i really can't think of something now kaya i'll just tell you the best thing that I DID for a friend so far... sa tingin ko lang ha... funny story din s'ya.. my bestest friend had a crush before (college days) at super patay na patay s'ya dun. magkakilala sila pero nakipag-textmate s'ya at nagpanggap na ibang tao. they became close sa text tapos the guy finally asked her to meet him. pero sa sobrang takot ng friend ko na mabuking s'ya, she asked me kung pwede daw bang ako 'yung makipag-meet sa crush n'ya. e takot din ako kasi di talaga ako nakikipag-eyeball. pero since i know how desperate my bestfriend was, i said yes. grabe, super kaba ko nun kasi i had to remember important details sa mga palitan nila ng text messages. at sa mga usap nila sa phone! shet! yes, nag-uusap pa sila! o diba? pati boses ko kinailangan kong retokihin! 'yung bestfriend ko naman parang stalker na nakasunod sa amin nung guy, nagtatago kasi nga magkakilala naman talaga sila sa totoong buhay. baka maghinala pag nakita s'ya dun. haha! nairaos ko naman pero super kinabahan ako kasi baka mag-mention s'ya ng bagay na na-miss sabihin ng friend ko sa 'kin tapos matulala nalang ako! it was a funny experience talaga. at super thankful 'yung bessie ko kasi nakita n'ya 'yung crush n'ya. as in di maipaliwanag 'yung kilig n'ya. kaya happy na rin ako sa kalokohang 'yun! =)
Paolo: if Nursing is not existing what are you doing now?
K: what a good question. i think i'd be pursuing my dream of becoming a stage actress or a model or a newscaster or an international flight stewardess or a doctor instead. hehe. i really have lots of interests so even if florence nightingale didn't pioneer nursing, i've a good feeling i'd be happy with any of those fields that i have mentioned above. =)

From ex-vhs (first three ex-vhs to ask)>
Heidee: what's ur worst experience as a nurse?
K: so far, ang worst experience ko sa buong karera ko ay 'yung masabihan ako ng isang walang kwentang bantay (na binabayaran pero walang ginagawa para masulit 'yung binabayad sa kanya) na hindi daw ako nag-suction at nag-oral care sa alaga nilang pari na super weak na. sumama talaga loob ko when i got in the unit tapos 'yun ang binungad sa akin ng head nurse ko. masakit lang kasi i spent most of my time dun sa patient's room kasi super kinareer ko talaga 'yung patient na 'yun dahil dami nga nilang demands. tipong isang oras ako mahigit sa room nung pari dahil daming kailangang gawin na kung tutuusin sila na nung isang bantay ang gagawa kasi that's what the patient is paying them for. pero instead e mega-utos sila sa akin. katulong?! at super sinungaling. angganda pa kunwari ng pakikipag-usap sa akin ha, 'yun pala may sasabihin behind my back. palit nalang kaya kami. sila mag-nurse sa 6 toxic na patients, ako mag-alaga sa pari?! talagang i wanted to talk to that bantay pero pinigilan nalang ako ng head nurse namin. 'yun. naiyak talaga ako nun kasi dun ako talagang napagod nung gabi na 'yun tapos "di pa sapat" sa mga walang-kwentang bantay n'ya! nakakagigil!
Ian: Did u once feel that youre one of theleast housemates ever played this season?
K: yes, i've felt that a lot of times already.
Jen-Jen: If you're not belong to the big4.. who youthink or who you want to be in the big4? and why?
K: ikaw o kaya si rem. kasi i know active kayo sa game and that you two are playing it RIGHT. wala kayong masamang tangka sa co-vhs n'yo. at totoo kayo makisama.

M A R I S T E L

From your co-Big Four>
Adrian: What is the worst thing that a boyfriend ever did to you and what did you do about it?
Maristel: I've been through a lot of relationship. I know and I believe that there really are no perfect relationship... I've been through a lot of heartches... Painful moments that I know will happen anytime soon during the time that I was on the relationship. But from all the relationships that I've been through - I consider that the worst thing a boyfriend ever did to me was my very last relationship, with Jan de Luna... This happened April of last year (2005)... It was a whirlwind romance... It all started via Sun Cellular when it was the peak of call and text unlimited for a very cheap price. He's a friend of friends... A common friend I may say. I once checked my Friendster and saw a message from him posted at the bulletin board. I've know him for a long time. We've been introduced to each other everytime we bumped into each other at their Village, but we just take it as a common introduction everytime... Last April, naging kami. April 12 to be specific. May 15 he left for U.S. we've been constant textmates and chatmates (still) I took the risk of continuing and fighting for our relationship though I know long distance relationship rarely survives... But as time fly - I heard a lot of things about him, having an affair with a younger woman... And worst, di lang ako and yung girl na yun ang karelasyon niya... 4 kami... But still after hearing from him the truth, still I hang on. What hurts the most was, I send him loads so we can still text each other. Before he left I gave him something to remember me by... I gave him a Reebok jersey that I bought at Toby's Sports Plaza... I'm not into material things (really) akin naman kasi, I don't ask something in return. Yung suklian lang, okay lang. I remember he once told me na ha has something for me. You know what it was... It was his picture, a 2x2 picture. Kahit I hear from her other girls na merons exhanging of rings and necklaces and stuffs like that, okay lang sa akin... Lahat tinaggap ko. Although he asked me for marriage, sabi ko, no problem with me. Kahit alam ko na he was just playing with me - stii I hang on for months... When I tried to complete the puzzle and the questions that boggling my mind... There's just one answer to what he did... He used me to get back with my cousin... He has false accusations kasi... I know it hurts a lot but all I have to do is accept it, although I've learned to love him na... It's just hard, kasi what my Dad was doing all his life with women, sa akin lahat bumabalik... And I know how it feels to be fooled not just once but many times... MASAKIT...
Kathryn: Having a seemingly successful career, is there anything else you want to achieve in your field (e.g. business)?
M: I can't say that I have a successful carrer na (right at this moment)... But if there's one thing that I want to achieve right now is to have MY OWN and stable business. Yung ako ang Proprietor. I am not dreaming of a big company and having my own building at Makati. But just a mid-class business that will make my family - especially my DAD proud of me... A business that will have my trademark and will be my pride. A business enough to sustain my FAMILY's needs. And a business where I can save money and to have a house of my own. I've always dreamt of having my own house. I know right now, it's impossible - but with me to achieve it, I have to strive hard and I should have the perseverance... I do believe that I 'll have this someday, maybe even without my Dad's help - but I do believe that God's with me... He do always listen to my prayers and I know in His perfect time, I will achieve it. I just have to KEEP THE FAITH...
Paolo: What do you think of me as a co-housemate?
M: Now, this question made me smile. Pao, you as a co-housemate is such a pleasure on my part. You are very special to me... I know you're one of my closest in this game (not because you're a PAJEMAREMAnian) ... But YOU, as a virtual housemate sure knows how to make your co-vHousemates special... You're very much willing to do anything for us... You're such a sweet person and I will never ever regret knowing him in this game... He's a kid and a brother to me. And I will forever treasure you. I will keep you inside my heart for once in my life a kid named Paolo Miguel walked in my life and made it worth living and fighting for. I love you Pao...

From ex-vhs (first three ex-vhs to ask)>
Heidee: What do u miss most about having a boyfriend?
M: You got me here Heidz... I really am jaw dropped with your question! This question surprised me... What I miss most about having a boyfriend? Well, I guess it's the precious moments... I know there's a special time spent for our family, special time spent for friends... But there are certain things that not even your family and friends can provide but our boyfriend... In having a boyfriend, I have a family, I have a bestfriend, I have the glow and a different inspiration. I miss precious moments like sneaking out... Conversing over the phone till the sun comes up... Complimenting every little thing I do and definitely mean it... I miss the warm embraces and kisses that lasts forever... I miss the spark... I miss the petty quarrels, the fights, the argumentations, and most of all the "kiss and make-up" thing... It's very literal! After the fight, he'll hold me by the hand squeeze it - hug me as if I'm a stuffed toy, kissin' me on my forehead (sounds like I'm a Lola) and him looking at me straught in the eyes and utter the word "I'M SORRY" - and that way, I'm melting... I miss the kilig moments... The simple greetings (text greetings, phone greetings) on simple Monthsary and Anniversaries... The dating, the sneaking time (like him giving my hand a massage, givin' it a peck and simply take my hand under the table and hold it so tight that feels like he doesn't want to let go of me), the simple celebrations... I'm not talking about my last boyfriend... It's Zidane I'm talking about and I do miss everything about him...
Ian: When was your last bestfriend? Hehe
M: My last bestfriend? This question seems a little ambiguous... Well my last bestfriend? I have to think about this a couple of times... But to be honest with you and to everyone... I really don't believe in "bestfriends" - why? For some reasons that I myself can't understand my logic... Maybe because bestfriends always end up the best mortal enemies... But, I sure do have TRUE FRIENDS... Though people I consider my true friends are only few... Just to answer your question, though... My last best friend that ended up my mortal enemy was Judith. I guess, I have already frogotten her. We've been friends for a long time. I gave her my full TRUST and RESPECT as a friend but what she did in return was say negative thing behind my back. There were really a lot of guys who want to court her and when they learned and discovered from themselves her real color they end up befriending me. So instead of pursuing her, ako na lang ang gusto nila lagawan, but I did turn them down (honestly), coz I don't want to cause trouble and I don't want to ruin our friendship. But there's this one guy that I know who has been so good to her and gave her everything... If he could only give her the stars and the moon he would... He was so into her but he found out after a year that my friend only used her for material things... So he ended up telling me his problems and I became his shrink for months... By then, I didn't know that time healed all his wound and he was falling for me na pala... But I didn't give him a chance coz I know that down deep inside his heart it's still Judith that he really love... Although, I've loved him na din... Judith and I didn't fight over that guy... But what happened was, sinira niya ako sa guy... It was me who turned out to be the evil one... Till now, we doesn't talk... I never heard from her again and vice-versa... And now I know there's this silent war between us... I don't want to do something about it, coz I know somehow that all my life I've been good to her but she never was...
Jen-Jen: Hows ur relationship with your parents?? any problem with them?? what and why??
M: I have nothin' to hide... My life's an open book since the start of this game... My relationship with my family? Me and my Mom's in good term, we're best buds all my life though at times I know that there's a favoritism in our family. I do love my Mom, just a while ago I bought her his maintenance medication for her hypertension... My brother and I has always been more than brothers and sisters... We're barkada... We don't hide things from each other... When one of us has a problem and worries it's me he runs to and likewise... Right now my brother RJ is really facing a big problem with his daughter "Nice"... The other day, they went to Fe Del Mundo Hospital at Banawe and my niece's Pediatrician advised my brother and his wife Karen to take their daughter to a heart specialist and undergo 2D ECHO... Just yesterday, they brought Nice to the Hospital and underwent the 2D ECHO... The result was bad... Before pa kasi their Pedia noticed a murmur on the baby's heart... So yesterday, they found out that may dalawang butas ang puso niya. And the baby has to undergo a surgery before her 1st year burthday this September 15. The estimated amount for the operation is 375k... If they won't have their daughter get an operation, the doctor said that she might not reach grade school and lose life... Or if they'll have an operation, still there's no assurance but they know that baby will live a little longer... Nice has some features of Down Syndrome and most cases about it are either baradong puso or may butas. As for my Dad, just the other night I updated my blog and wrote something about my relationship with my Dad... Now, Jen you're making me cry... My Dad left us when I was only 5 years old... He's a womanizer at heart... Just recently there were words he said against me that really tore my heart into pieces... I felt like the world was against me... Sometimes, my Dad and I are okay, but you can count it by the fingers in your hands how many times that was... Mas lamang yung hindi kami magkasundo... I just don't know how to start now... I don't know why he's doing this to me? Why he's treating me this way? All my life I wished to give him the happiness he want... Kung saan siya masaya, I am more happier for him... Kung sino mamahalin niya, I will love and respect that person more... I just can't figure why at all times, di niya ako feel... Life is beautiful and most of the times difficult... This is what God gave me and I know in due time I'll surpass this. I know kahit sino kausapin ng Dad ko na intelihente or mapagmahal na magulang he will never have his mind enlightened up... I just have to accept this though it hurts big time...

P.S. Jen some of the reasons the what's and why's na sa huling blog ko... I can't help but cry now... I know that I have God - He's my listener, my confidante and all I have to do is HANG ON...

P A O L O

From your co-Big Four>
Adrian: Ok this is stupid but, are you still a virgin? If you are, why? if not, what's the kinkiest thing you ever did? hehehe (Come on,Kiss and Tell! Boys talk! hehehe)
Paolo: I am a virgin...kc i believe God's view that you should make love dun sa mahal mo and mahal ka din...unfortunately hindi pa ako nakikita ni Britney ;)
Kathryn : What's your greatest fear when it comes to your family?
P: ung magkahiwalay ung parents ko..which is now clearly going to happen...kung mangyari..i'll try to accept..kung hindi ok lng din...
Maristel: If ever you'll be the next PBBFG Big Winner, what will you do & please state your message for all you fellow & ex-VHs. ano gagawin ko?
P: of course i'll be loyal pa din sa PBBFG...gsto ko maging close sa season 3 VHs ehehe...and cyempre i'll stay the same paolo as before :) ung msg sa 100th day na ;)

From ex-vhs (first three ex-vhs to ask)>
Heidee: What's ur greatest fear and why?
P: same as ate idol's questions..ayoko ng broken family...that's one of my greatest fear...and kung kalokohan...takot ako sa kahit anong insect...lalo ipis HAHAHAHA!!!...ndi bagay sakin pero that's that wala ako magagawa...nandididri ako kc kung san san cla lakad ng lakad tpos bigla dadapo sau o lalapit...
Ian: Youre gay, arent you? Cus youre acting like one.
P: bakit ba lagi mo pinagpipilitan? type mo ba ako? cge na nga saung sau na ako papa ian... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
Jen-Jen: who's your closest among the VHousemates?? it can be an ex-VH or not... why her/him??
P: my closest hmmm...lahat ng co-vhs ko sobrang bait at sobrang ma-alaga saakin..except for one..hehe...i like all of my co-vhs...i am glad to meet them all...pero ang pinaka close ko si ate jenjen, ate mats, and ate idol....ate jenjen...cyempre cya ung bestfriend ko sa loob ng vHouse...she taught me how to be strong and she really is a good friend...minsan palpak daw ako but...i do i make some mistakes but kpag nagtama ako ok nmn ang kinalalabasan hehe...ate mats...hmmm...she is like the best VH here sa PBBFG2...very very active and never forgets to txt or msg sa YM...or offline msg to be specific...a great friend you can lean on...si ate kathryn...cyempre si ate idol...ang ate ko sa loob ng vHouse...the best to..kahit online lng naparamdam nya saakin ang magkaroon ng ate sa internet hehe...she is really a good person...(^-^)

DAY NINETY-SIX
Maristel blogs: A MUST READ: Just Can't Take it Anymore...

Yesterday was not the exact day I have been seeing in my mind for some time lately... I woke up early yesterday... Thinking of things to do... Like for our next outing at Pansol, Laguna (again?!?!)... So I was thinking of what I have to bring... But some bad news came... That my Dad was planning to bring 3 girls at the Villa. So we decided, not to push through that plan... I also heard that my Dad's dating a new lad, from Tarlac. And that he's planning to bring the lad @ Baguio this Friday... My heart's been aching and it's tearing me apart... I want to shout! I want to scream! I wanna get mad! I wanna CRY...

I feel so fed up! It's like all my life, what I'm doing is understand him... Love the women that came into his life... Respect them and love them more than what my dad can offer... I dunno, why there are men that's like that. I feel like I'm inside an empty box... That can't breathe...

Then yesterday while I was having my siesta with my Mom and Karen... My brother called me up on the phone... The conversation was like:
MATS: Hello!
RJ: Hello Mats, sandali...
then suddenly I have this feeling that he's not the one who wants to talk to me...
DAD: Ano? Dito ba kayo kakain?
MATS: Ako po hindi. Aalis po kasi ako...
DAD: Sila Doinx nasan?
MATS: Hindi ko po alam. Umalis sila kanina eh...
DAD: Siguro magtatagal sila noh?
MATS: Text nyo na lang po. Alam ko sa NBI and sa WPD lang sila pupunta...
DAD: O sige...

So that's it! What a conversation, right? I was just having this not-so-well feeling that I might be going there and end up doing nothing and worst... Hear words that will definitely break my heart... I wasn't wrong...

Around 12midnight, my brother arrived from Bacood... He has Kare-Kare that Mannique cooked for my Dad and the rest of the fellas at my Dad's place...

We prepared the dining table so we can have our late dinner... I sat in my usual dining chair, just clicking the plate... When my brother placed his clutch bag on the china cabinet and sat in his usual chair... He told me, "Napakadami ng sinabing masama ni Daddy tungkol sa'yo... Masama daw ang loob niya sa'yo... Kesyo sabi mo raw nung minsan, nakakumpirmiso na yung mga aso mo sa ibang tao... PARE-PAREHO lang naman daw ang KULAY NG PERA..."

I am totally clueless on what he said... All of a sudden there I was... My tears fallin'...

Masakit lang kasi, if there was this "kinumpirmiso" na sa ibang tao thing... That's just one puppy... Our friend Bong Aycocho has been expecting for a puppy since last year pa. Nakakahiya lang naman kung di ko pa din siya mapagbibigyan. Ganun din naman, kung ibebenta ko, same price pa din naman, mas mura pa nga ang benta ko sa dad ko... What hurts the most was, lahat daw ng puppies para na daw sa ibang tao ko na ibebenta... Tapos biglang siya daw ang last option ko... Hindi yun eh... Meron akong isang salita... I told him sa kanya ko lahat ibebenta... Kasalanan ko bang mahalin yung dalawang puppies na ngayon inaalagaan ko na... Katabi ko pa sa pagtulog... Pinadala ko na sa kanya the other night yung dalawang puppies pa na sobrang mahal ko na din... It's not that easy leeting go of something na napamahal na sa'yo... Like yung naunang german sheperd that he bought to me, masakit for me, kasi he brought the puppies at Pampanga, and yun namatay... Andun na ko, binayaran niya ako... But the effort that I gave, the love and time that I gave for the puppies that's my point... He once told me that he will bring the Japanese Spitz that I gave him 2 years ago at Pampanga... Ganun din daw yung mga puppies na bibilin niya sa kin... Okay na nga eh... Yung isa I brought it at Metrobank, G. Araneta - Quezon Ave. Branch. The Manager there is a friend of my Dad kasi, and he gave the puppy to her as a gift... The thought is... PARE-PAREHO LANG PALA FOR HIM ANG KULAY NG PERA... Bakit hanggang ngayon di niya pa ako binayaran sa aso na yun?

Second, kahit nakikita ko namakapal ang pera na hawak ng kapatid, ENVY or JEALOUSY never ever popped into my my mind... I know pinaghirapan ng kapatid ko yun sa company ng Dad ko... Alam ko malaki ang pakinabang ng Daddy ko sa kapatid ko. Kung anung meron ng kapatid ko, I'm happy for him. Bigyan niya ako or hindi, it doesn't matter.

I remember... If I am not mistaken April 19 this year... While we are at Pansol Laguna... Around 3:30 am I saw him talking to some women sa may comfort room... Then he blocked my way may be because he thought that I might confront the women and asked them why my Dad's talking to them... My Dad suddenly grabbed me by the arm ang gave me the tightest embrace ever... He whispered to me these words... " 'nak kapag nabenta ko yung Pajero natin, promise ko sa'yo - bibigyan kita ng 50,000..." I remember, I told him "No. I don't need that... Usapang lasing 'to, I know bukas nakalimutan mo na 'to" He told me, "Hindi, 'nak... pangako yan... Tapos, hintayin mo mabenta yung lupa natin sa Paco, bibigyan kita ng kalahating million, kaya lang baka ubusin mo na naman agad..." Simple lang sinagot ko sa kanya, "Yung huli mong binigay napunta sa pagpapagawa ko ng Barbershop, tapos yung iba pinaayos ko yung kwarto..." Sabi lang niya, "Oo nga pala no! Basta kapag nabents yung Pajero, wait ka lang..." Those was his last words for me... But right deep in my heart, I never expect... I know I might get hurt in return, mas masakit yung ganun...

So, I think a week ago, I was at my Dad's place nung mabenta yung Pajero. I was sitting next to him on the couch when he counted some bills from his pocket and gave it to my brother... But since I was in their middle, I grabbed the money... Sabi ko lang, pahawak naman... I count the money... Uy, 25k!!!" Then I gave it to my brother... No heart feelings, I know right then and there wala akong matatanggap from him... So we went home... I went hope empty-handed... It's fine with me... Okay lang naman lagi sa'kin eh... I am the type of person who doesn't know how to demand... Hindi ako mapag-hanap... Hindi din ako reklamador...

So last night, while I was having a cigarette after our late dinner, I was doing some thinkings... I was talking to my brother's wife, Karen... Here's what I thought... Pare-pareho naman pala ang kulay ng pera di ba? Sana nung nabenta niya yung Pajero ano ba namang inabutan niya ko ng pera na kulay UBE (100) or yung kulay PULA (50) or yung kulay ORANGE (20) or worst kahit sampung piso lang... Pare-pareho lang naman pala kulay ng pera eh... Gustong gusto kong umiyak... Di ko na kaya lahat ng sinabi niya... Ginatungan pa daw ni Mannique (his other woman) na "Tuta lang lang naman yun... Para tuta lang, bakit kailangan pang bayaran?" First, when I asked my brother to bring the puppies at his place... Di ko naman sinabi sa kapatid ko na kunin nya yung bayad para sa mga aso... Di ako naningil... I did not even text him, telling him na anjan na yung mga tuta pakipadala na lang kay RJ yung bayad! Wala yung ganung salita... Sobrang sakit! Parang dinudurog ako!

You know what? I have a lot in mind right now... There has been a lot of sacrifices on my side that I did for him... I did not have any side comments or what-so-ever... I kept quiet for a long time. I was 5 years old when he left our family... My Mom gave birth to my brother, 1984 when he started doing stuffs like that. Nagkaroon ako ng dalwang kapatid all on my father's side... The first one was Nica, my Dad doesn't know that I was secretly meeting the child and his Mom. i treated them out... Watched movies, ate out (Eastwood) and bought a lot of clothes and books for her... I know kasi kapatid ko sya. So I think - I have to do what all Ate's have to do for their younger sister... Before pa magdecide ang Dad ko na ipakilala sa kin yung bata, di niya alam, I am acquainted with them na... I've never been an "evil sister" I have never been mean. Instead minahal ko yung bata, even her Mom, Mannique... All of those, I am doing it not to get a good attitude or personality for others... I am not coming in clean for them... I am doing it for my Dad coz HIS HAPPINESS means A LOT TO ME...

When I was a child there are only 2 dreams I want to pursue... It's either to become a DOCTOR or a FLIGHT STEWARDEES... I graduated Bachelor of Science major in Psychology at Far Eastern University, Year 2000. I decided to take a break for a sem... October, I went back at my Dad's place and told him that I made up my mind, and I want to continue and take Medicine... He refused to. Gastos lang daw yun! Masakit! Ang dami niyang pera, it was his dream din naman for me... It has always been his reponsibility as father to provide things for his children. Pero lahat ng responsibilidad niya like sending me to school and napagraduate niya ako, lagi na lang niyang sinusumbat sa akin... Alam ko malaki ang utang na loob ko sa kanya, but it's his responsibility, it's his obligation as a father. So I end up frustrating... Ang yaman niya, I was never the type of daughter who gets what I want... I was never spoiled... I have never been a Daddy's Girl... So, I started up a small business... A playstation House... Then I sell Facial and Beauty Soaps, Longganizas, Loads and other stuffs... Got my first 100k on my savings account Year 2004... Bought my first cellphone when I was in college with my own money... Ngayon naka N70 na ako and not a single centavo came from him. Lahat, sariling sikip! I strived hard to get what I want in my life. To pamper myself. To give myself the things that I long waited for my Dad to give me - but he did not...

My dad made me stronger... From him I learned to hide what my real feeling are... I always have to smile and laugh on things eventhough it hurts... Ayaw na ayaw niya ng umiiyak kapag pinagsasabihan niya, so that's what I did... I learned to answer his accusations and different stuffs that we always argue with... Minsan nga pakiramdam ko... MANHID na ako... Kasi paulit-ulit lang naman yung nangyayari sa amin... Parang sirang plaka... But what I heard last night - that's what HIT me straight from the heart... Di ko na kaya! I swear... All my life, I wanted him to be proud of me... For him to be happy, pero lahat ng ginagawa ko, kulang para sa kanya... He don't know how to appreciate things... He doesn't know how to show love for the people who truly loves him...

With this blog, I was able to release all my pent up emotions... Sukdulan na... I can't take this anymore... I know he will never ever change... I just hope wag na nya hayaan na may mawala na malapit sa kanya just for him to realize things and do good for others...

Anyway, it's me Mats signing off... till my next update...

To my fellow VHs, I am missing you much... :)

pics attached:
-->>> 1st, New Year 2005
-->>> 2nd, My brother and my cousin's Bday August 2005
-->>> 3rd, my Dad with Viobeth (with a son, Ravio)
-->>> 4th, my Dad with Mannique (Nica's Mom)
-->>> 5th, Me, my brother RJ and Nica
-->>> 6th, Me and Ravio...

Adrian celebrates 19th birthday

HaPpY BiRtHdAy!

DAY NINETY-THREE
Adrian completes Special Task

To be eligible for the title PBBFG2 Big Winner, finalist Adrian who came in the vhouse as a replacement, has to win atleast 1 immunity challenge. *However, the last Immunity Challenge, "Guess which Teen Housemate/s will get the Highest Nomination Points", was cancelled due to Aldred's voluntary exit.

BBK gave Adrian a Special Task: to show a picture of him and his "sunshine" and give the story behind that picture.

Kuya, a pic iv'e chosen of me and my sunshine is the primary photo of this account. The one with the caption "me and my lola" and here's the story:

me and my sunshine were at Robinsons when I took that pic... It was when she was shopping for jeans and I was playing with her phone (yes, I actually go with her whenever she shops. Guys don't usually do that di ba? It's really boring though. hehehe)... That's my favorite pic of the both of us because that's the only pic of us where I looked good. hehehe unfortunately, that's her least favorite pic of ours coz she said she didn't look good coz it was candid and she said she looked like a lola... Hence the caption "me and my lola".

...and bbk, ***** pala ung name ng girlfriend ko... just dont post it. atin2x lng to. but puede mo rin i tell sa other vhs basta wag mo lang i post coz she dosen't know about this PBBFG thing and I'm just gonna tell her after the game. I don't want her seeing her name all over the blog. Hope u understand... THanx... Hey, missed u a little whyl there...were u BZ?

*sayang noh, if aldred din't quit, I would have won the immunity last week. Anyways, bbk, birthday ko ngayong Thursday. Regalo naman jan! hehehe:-)

Paolo blogs: PBBFG2 Big Four

I am glad and proud to be on PBBFG2's Big Four and cyempre sad din dahil malapit na matapos yung game...sana tumagal pa..pero ok lng kasi i met a lot of wonderful people.Here is what I think about the Big Four:



Adrian-i think he deserves to be here..kahit minsan lng cya mag-internet nagagawa pa rin nya na mag-update at mag paramdam khit minsan lng hindi tulad ko na laging busy...malapit na kasi graduation ko ;)

Ate Kathryn-i'm glad that my ate is here with me sa big4...i am glad that i met a new ate..and whoever wins doesn't really matter anymore...i love all of them at I am thankful nakilala ko sila lahat. :)

Ate Maristel-wow...am i surprised na nndto cya sa big4...she is the most active saamin at laging may update...sobrang sipag din magtxt..kaya love n love ko 2...i hope we could talk soon ;)

To Ex-VHs who made this game really really exciting and worth-going-online for...thanks for coming into my life...i love you all sooooo much...for me: win or lose... it doesn't matter anymore...alam ko panalo na ako dahil i have met a lot of wonderful people..and that includes BBK ;) Let's Have A Happy Few More Days Inside The House... :)